I'M STILL BURNT. X( and i'm starting to peel.. peel. peel. bleah. stupid onions. and its itchy too. ): bleah
anyway. my brother and father's gone for the weekend. off to ecocamp in m'sia. hope they survive.. and i hope its not fun. ): tho i think it'll probably be. hope the piranhas dont get them. or the alligators. oh well. back to the books. enough running about. it's time to focus. get your mind back on the books. you know that very well.
you know. life still has to go on. whereever you are, whatever you do. uncle al said this to me in the car today when he sent me to school after sending my church pple off. "kristi, dont worry. you're gonna be fine. you'll make new friends and you'll have lots of friends. trust me." its very hard to trust him.. but i'll try. thanks for the encouragement uncle al. and he said. "and you hve to rmb NEVER to forget god. he's always there for you so never let him go cos he wont." so. yeah. that was comforting. its strange to be in a new place all by yourself surrounded by white people who just may be racist. i dont exactly look forward to that. but thinking about everything, the experience, the fun, the independence, its all just so.. exhilarating. and its only for one year. i can do that right?
for me. its not really easy making friends. especially close ones. the friendships forged over these few years. i really hope its not going to go just like that.
ahh. depressing.
a shout of praise.
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